Tuesday, May 08, 2007

The thing i like about me blog is that i know no-one ever reads it, so i can pretty much write whatever the hell i want.


so i am going to post my most recent poem and i know that no-one will ever read it or get offended by it.




I hate the way you know me
I hate it when you don’t
I hate it when you get on my nerves
I hate it when you don’t
I hate it when you smile at me
In an attempt to cheer me up
I hate it when you frown at me
And when I piss you off


I hate it when you show you care
Even for a second
I hate it when you don’t care
And express it so blatantly


I hate it when you laugh at me
And pull me down so easily
I hate it when you laugh with me and understand my jokes
I hate it how I try so hard
You mother fucking tease


I hate it when you ignore me for days and days on end
I hate it when you are there for me despite everything


I hate it when you listen to me
I hate it when you are rude
I hate the way you make me talk
And talk and talk some more
I hate it how you pester me
Give it a fucking rest

I hate it when you judge me
Like you fucking perfect
I hate it how you forget everything
And the way that makes me feel
I hate the way you stress and strive
I hate seeing you hurt yourself
And the fact that I can’t help.


I hate it how you change you mind a million times a minute
I know you cant commit to anything it drive me insane.


I hate that I opened up to you
And that I found out who you really are.


I hate that you’ll never say sorry
And that it’s always my fault
I hate the way you are always right
You mother fucking hypocrite


I hate the way you try and get me to change
And that you’ll never see the plank in your eye
I hate the way you try and get me to open up
But you never open up to me
I hate the way that is always about me
And that you hate it too.


I hate what you do to me and who I have become.
I hate the way you’ll never understand


I hate it when you are not around
And when I want to call you
But I know I can’t
I hate it when I send you text messages
and that you never reply
To the note that says I’m thinking of you and I miss you dearly


I hate it when you don’t show up
And how you let me down
I hate that there is no solution
I hate the way you hurt me
I hate it that I can’t tell you this
I hate myself for making this mistake

I hate that you mean so much
And that I smile at the thought of you

I want to hate you
I really do
But I can’t help it
I don’t hate you , I never have and never will.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Nice Poem!!