Thursday, August 31, 2006

There is so much going on right now.
I feel as though i am being pulled in a million directions at once and there is expectation after expectation.
One of the main things in my vocabulary right now is "i can't".

But God says I can, right now i am in the palm of his hand and i am doing everything by his strength.
It makes me wonder.Who ever said i couldn't ?,
things are tough but i have God on my side.

Everything that i am facing now is helping me to trust and rely on God. Right now i am vonurable but his srength is a perfect match for my weakness.

I just need to trust and believe....


There are two switchfoot songs that come to mind...



"Meant To Live"
by Switchfoot

Fumbling his confidence
And wondring why the world has passed him by
Hoping that hes meant for more than arguments
And failed attempts to fly, fly

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside

Dreaming about providence
And whether mice or men have second tries
Maybe weve been livin with our eyes half open
Maybe were bent and broken, broken

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside

We want more than this worlds got to offer
We want more than this worlds got to offer
We want more than the wars of our fathers
And everything inside screams for second life

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live
We were meant to live





This Is Your Life"
by switchfoot

yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
yesterday is a promise that you've broken
don't close your eyes, don't close your eyes
this is your life and today is all you've got now
yeah, and today is all you'll ever have
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes

this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose

yesterday is a kid in the corner
yesterday is dead and over

this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose

don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes

this is your life are you who you want to be
this is your life are you who you want to be

this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose

and you had everything to lose

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hiya beautiful Kat,
How r u my chicky babe? Wow thats really hard. ALways remember babe that know matter what u r going through i am always here for u but most of all ur Lord and Saviour and mine to is watching over u, comforting u. I read a story on christain stories website called A SAVIOURS PLEA, its a really amazing story and i say to u to read it cause it will really inspire u, it said a few things which i thought i would share with u. ok here we go, when we cry Jesus cries too, when we fel defeated,alone and rejected that Jesus wants so much to tear open the heavens and show us his face, when we cry he wants to hold us and when man speaks words that wound and tear at our very soul that all he longs to do is kiss your brow and tell u that he loves u. WOW thats awesome, i found that really inspiring.
Kat u r an awesome MIGHTY women of God who has done so much in her life so far and is going on to do amazing things. God is the only person whos knows what is ahead, but it says in his word i cant memba exactly where but it says he will not let any harm come upon us that we cant handle, cause he loves us. Kat be secure in how much God loves u. We at church r ur family and u r loved by so so many. Just keep looking up and to the future cause i believe that u r going on to do amazing things. God looks down on u and smiles cause he sees a faithful, kind, loyal, generous, beautiful and servant heart. He loves to see u in his house serving and praising him. He cant wait for u to wake up in a morning cause he knows that u are going out to fight for him and he gives u a beautiful sunset to start ur day and at night time he puts moonlight onto your face and gentle helps u to sleep.
Babe u r awesome. I am always here for u know matter what. Always remember that u have got Jesus and me and many other people cheering u on from the side line. We all love u and care about u.
Luv ya loadz
God bless
Loz