Wednesday, November 08, 2006

moooovvvvveeee!

Thousand Foot Krutch- move

Look, listen to my voice
If you're making the choice
Tell me all the girls and the boys
Either scream or rejoice
Let's make that noise
Either move or we will all be destroyed


[Chorus]
Move and show me what you can do
When you step into the circle and shake like we do
Move when you just can't take it
And move if you just feel like breaking it


Can you hear me? Stop, look, listen to my voice,
It was never my choice to feel all alone
This is my home
Back up , you don't know if you've never been here,
You've never been to the place inside, I face my fears
It takes everything I am


[Chorus x2]
Move and show me what you can do
When you step into the circle and shake like we do
Move when you just can't take it
And move if you just feel like breaking it

Move and show me what you can do
When you step into the circle and shake like we do
Move when you just can't take it
And move if you just feel like breaking it



If you come near me, stop, look, listen to my voice
If you're making the choice tell all the girls and the boys
Either scream or rejoice
Let's make that noise
Either move or we will all be destroyed
Back up and let go if you've never been here,
You've never been to the place inside, I face my fears,
It takes everything I am


[Chorus]
Move and show me what you can do
When you step into the circle and shake like we do
Move when you just can't take it
And move if you just feel like breaking it



I come crashing to the floor
And I know there must be more like me
I've seen this all before, I can't carry this anymore, break free
Breath, and leave until the storm is over
'Cause underneath, there's a diamond passing over
So breath, let's leave until the storm is over,
Because I want to take you away


[Chorus]
Move and show me what you can do
When you step into the circle and shake like we do
Move when you just can't take it
And move if you just feel like breaking it



This is a sik song.

It is about making the choice to move through the storm.
there is a choice: to take action or let it break you.

Thousand Foot Krutch are a cool christian Nu-metal Rock band from Ontario, Canada.

Friday, October 20, 2006

Untitled

I went into the light to find myself, and find i did
a predicament of calamtiy, despair and sorrow
concealed within the fantasies of tomorrow.



A group of hypocrites is what i saw
deeply fixated in their own laws.
For what advocated so much good
would bring forth extreme affliction as time would reveal.


Oh how i stressed and strived to be,
i tried and tried but failed to see
i need not play their frivolous games
or else i too would turn out the same.



I went to the light to find myself
but find me i did not.
For it would seem that amid the aggregation of commotion and stratagem
i had indeed lost myself.




by me

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Letting go

It is time.
Time to let go.
Time to move on.
A time for forgivness.
and a time to re-focus.

I'm getting back to basics.
i'm taking some time out for me to refocus and re-evaluate.
I need to remember why i am here and what i am living for.
i need to set my prorities straight
i need to learn to breathe again.

Amid everything i seem to have lost myself.

so i am having a break, a rest.
Im letting go of everything and starting anew.

A new beginning for every area of my life, relationships included.
So forgivness is key right now.


This time it is all about focusing on my study.
And getting my life back in balance.
Having time for me after giving of myself in so many areas.


I'm such a control freak, but i have had to realise that all that stressing doesn't do any favours.
It just gives me a huge headache.


This time i am doing it right.
I can't do it for someone else, it has to be for me.





Letting Go


To let go doesn't mean to stop caring;
it means i can't do it for someone else.

To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realisation that i can't conrol another.

To let go is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural concequneces

To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is out of my hands

To let go is not to try to change or blame another, i can only change myself

To let go is not to care for, but to care about

To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being

To let go is not to be in the middle arranging outcomes;
but to allow others to effect their own outcomes

To let go is not to be portective,it is to permit another to face reality

To let go is not to deny, but accept

To let go is not to scold, nag or argue,
but to search my own shortcomings and to correct them

To let go is not to adjust everything to my own desires,
but to take each day as it comes

To let go is not to criticise and regulate anyone,
but to try to become what i dream to be

To let go is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future

To let go is to fear less and love more

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

What do i have to do for someone to listen?

Am i really not being heard - or just being ignored?

How many times do i have to say something before i am noticed

Do i need to keep repeating myself and going over things- like a cow chewing its cud.

Prehaps i need to buy a megaphone and shout it out for the Whole World to hear.

Maybe i should do a dance or sing a song....

But at the end of the day my opinion doesn't count for anything.

I don't count for much at all.

Monday, September 18, 2006

sore throat...

headache....

no energy ...

heaps of assignments to do ...

and a dabate....

it must be a monday...

Friday, September 15, 2006

This week was challenging, but i got through it.

I feel like i have achieved and conquered- another week over!

I went through and came out unmarked and unharmed.

Thank God for weekends....


"i'm walking on sunhine whoa
i'm walking on sunhine whoa
i'm walikng on sunshine whoa and don't it feel Good!"

Friday, September 08, 2006

friends.... you gotta love 'em



They say you can spend a lifetime building a friendship
and destroy it in a second.


It may takes years to build up trust...
But what happens when it is broken ??


ever say or do something you regretted later?

That sucks.



To act out through feelings.....
Our whole perception can change when we are hurt.


And once that feeling passes- what remains ??


can you ever take back what happened ??


Can you rebuild a friendship??


can you start over - forgive and forget??


or can you reconstruct the friendship you had??


It is much easier to Build a freindship that it is to try and fix a broken one ....

Thursday, September 07, 2006

Stand In The Rain - Superchic[k]



She never slows down
She doesn’t know why
But she knows that when she’s all alone
It feels like it’s all coming down


She won’t turn around
The shadows are long
And she fears if she cries that first tear
The tears will not stop raining down


Chorus:
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it’s all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won’t drown
And one day what’s lost can be found
You stand in the rain


She won’t make a sound
Alone in this fight with herself
And the fear’s whispering
If she stands, she’ll fall down



She wants to be found
The only way out is through everything
She’s running from
Wants to give up and lie down



So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it’s all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won’t drown
And one day what’s lost can be found
You stand in the rain



So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it’s all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won’t drown
And one day what’s lost can be found
You stand in the rain

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

~Wounds from a friend are better than many kisses from an enemy.
Provebs 27:6 NLT


~A friend loves at all times,
and a brother is born for adversity.

Proverbs 17:17 NIV


~A man of many companions may come to ruin,
but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother

proverbs 18:24 NIV









Even my best friend, the one I trusted completely,
the one who shared my food,
has turned against me.

Psalms 41:9 NLT


One should be kind to a fainting friend, but you have accused me without the slightest fear of the Almighty.
Job 6:14 NLT


"Is this the way you treat your friend David?" Absalom asked him. "Why aren't you with him?"
2 samuel 16:17 NLT

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You, above the storm
Father, You are King over the flood
I will be still, know You are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You, above the storm
Father, You are King over the flood
I will be still, know You are God