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I went into the light to find myself, and find i did
a predicament of calamtiy, despair and sorrow
concealed within the fantasies of tomorrow.



A group of hypocrites is what i saw
deeply fixated in their own laws.
For what advocated so much good
would bring forth extreme affliction as time would reveal.


Oh how i stressed and strived to be,
i tried and tried but failed to see
i need not play their frivolous games
or else i too would turn out the same.



I went to the light to find myself
but find me i did not.
For it would seem that amid the aggregation of commotion and stratagem
i had indeed lost myself.



by me

Letting go

It is time.
Time to let go.
Time to move on.
A time for forgivness.
and a time to re-focus.

I'm getting back to basics.
i'm taking some time out for me to refocus and re-evaluate.
I need to remember why i am here and what i am living for.
i need to set my prorities straight
i need to learn to breathe again.

Amid everything i seem to have lost myself.

so i am having a break, a rest.
Im letting go of everything and starting anew.

A new beginning for every area of my life, relationships included.
So forgivness is key right now.


This time it is all about focusing on my study.
And getting my life back in balance.
Having time for me after giving of myself in so many areas.


I'm such a control freak, but i have had to realise that all that stressing doesn't do any favours.
It just gives me a huge headache.


This time i am doing it right.
I can't do it for someone else, it has to be for me.





Letting Go


To let go doesn't mean to stop caring;
it means i can't do it for someone else.

To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realisation that i can't conrol another.

To let go is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural concequneces

To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is out of my hands

To let go is not to try to change or blame another, i can only change myself

To let go is not to care for, but to care about

To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being

To let go is not to be in the middle arranging outcomes;
but to allow others to effect their own outcomes

To let go is not to be portective,it is to permit another to face reality

To let go is not to deny, but accept

To let go is not to scold, nag or argue,
but to search my own shortcomings and to correct them

To let go is not to adjust everything to my own desires,
but to take each day as it comes

To let go is not to criticise and regulate anyone,
but to try to become what i dream to be

To let go is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future

To let go is to fear less and love more